those boots are so damn cheeky

coming out of the psychic-woo closet

Over the past few months I’ve been working on clarifying my next step. It looks something like this: helping people transform their relationship with money – uncovering and clearing emotional and energetic blocks to using money as a creative tool.

I’m still working on the piece of who do I want to serve?

I’ve been working with a friend, a psychic, doing a trade for readings. Of all my practice sessions this has been my favorite as I get to talk frankly about things like 2012, the Singularity, our purpose here on Earth, and where we might be from before we incarnated here.

This stuff fascinates me; I’m reading Esther Hicks, Sara Wiseman, and other channeled writers right now.

I’m having a bit of an identity crisis. I come from a very rational/scientific/skeptical background, and it’s one thing to be “open to things we can’t explain”, but it’s another to say “actually, I can explain that, this is what is out there and this is what it means”.

As far as I can tell, it’s like this: our planet is on the road to a major evolutionary shift. Soon. 2012 marks an astronomy event that happens once every 26,000 years. We’re due for a magnetic pole shift–Earth’s magnetic field has been weakening over the past few hundred years. Magnetic fields affect consciousness in interesting ways (low magnetic fields lead to faster social changes). The shift will affect consciousness, leading to a global psychic awakening and consciousness transformation. Lots of beings have been incarnating on the planet to help (like the Indigo children).

And then there’s the Singularity. Technology speeding up. The Internet connecting us all. It’s all part of the same deal. We won’t know what it is going to look like until we get there.

And then there’s the idea of the Universe being alive, and humans and other sentient beings being the neural connections, the brain of the Universe, and our awakening being the awakening of the Universe itself.

Shit’s all going down soon.

And I sense I’m here for this. To experience it and to help. To help people get that money is just another energetic substance. It works the same way. We can open ourselves to Source and trust in the same way we do with the rest of our lives, the more woo-woo sides. Physical reality is just as spiritual as any other aspect of reality. Money and business don’t have to be divorced from our woo-woo. It’s all from the same Source. And money–money is this great creative energetic tool that we created to make life work even better. To be able to create faster.

Because that’s what it’s all about. Creating. And being in the flow of Source. Co-creating with something that we’re all just a tiny cog-part of. Something so beyond our ability to manage mentally that the experience of creating with it only works through surrender.

Am I psychic? Theoretically we all are. Sometimes I receive or understand on an intuitive level, ideas and explanations about how the world works, what is really going on. Ideas occur to me that I really don’t have any rational basis for explaining, but they just feel true.

I’ve hesitated to really go into them among people who are not already a vetted audience. Because I never wanted to be one of those people. The ones that people look askance at. I spent enough years as a freak, nerd, weirdo, etc.

But you know what: fuck it. This is my life, and this is what I feel to be true. Either it will turn out to be true, or it won’t. I don’t have that long to wait. =)

And the world needs it. Regardless of 2012, the world needs to work on its money issues.

So, are you a psychic, healer, or other seeker who wants to work out their money “stuff”? The work involves honoring the way money bridges physical reality and energetic reality, and tending to both. It involves working on boundaries, examining beliefs, healing giving and receiving issues, and being willing to rely on Source for that which we fear the most: survival. It involves being smart about how we handle money in the real world, too. It challenges you to give up victim and confusion energy and own and embody your innate abilities to manage money powerfully, responsibly, and with confidence. It’s ultimately about freedom, liberation, healing, and unleashing creativity on all levels. If this sounds like fun work that you are ready for, send me a note. I’d love to work with you.

Update: I’ve created a page with more information about working with me.

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Amy

Gabe says the 2012 thing is bullshit. And ditto the magnetic pole switch every 26,000 years. He says it varies but we probably have at least 20,000 to go. And I won’t even go into his response to the idea that it might affect consciousness and cause social change…

But you two have had these debates before…

cheekyboots

Yeah. People like Gabe are why I stay in the closet and don’t talk about it. You have no idea how harsh the world “bullshit” sounds when you share something so close to your heart and just want to explore it.

I really don’t like debating it. It’s something I feel, like a premonition. I can’t explain it to people like Gabe and it makes me sad because they don’t respect me at all, but that’s the way it is I guess.

The way magnetic fields affect consciousness is a study I read about, it’s not something I made up. But anyway.

Amy

Ya, sorry, the word bullshit does sound harsh. He doesn’t mean your ideas are bullshit. That was specifically in reference to the 2012 thing. That it’s referred to as an “astronomical” event. Perhaps astrological but not astronomical. It’s one of his pet peeves lately. A pet peeve he enjoys having I think.

Amy

Also, let me make say that Gabe and I consider this kind of stuff not to be any weirder or more “out there” than Christianity, theism and the like. We don’t mean to belittle your beliefs, sorry if it came off that way.

cheekyboots

Hmm.

I get that you are trying to be tolerant by saying that, but to me comparing what I talk about to Christianity (most versions thereof, and knowing how you feel about Christians) feels equivalent to telling me it’s OK with you that I believe in Santa Claus. I mean, OK, great, thanks, but it misses the point of what I’m saying and categorizes all spiritual experiences as delusional fairy stories.

I don’t “believe” in 2012, I don’t “believe” in God – I experience it. I don’t deal in beliefs. I care about experiences.

I might be repeating myself here, but it feels like when I talk about spirituality, you come back with something that assumes I’m talking about religion.

I’m not.

Spirituality is the opposite of religion in many ways. Religion is about finding comfort; spirituality is about going beyond it. Religion is about safety (and there’s nothing wrong with that); spirituality is about truth, the deepest truth we can know, that which is written in our hearts and souls. It’s about being willing to encounter that which is in us that is larger, deeper, and more mysterious than the pat answers that either science or religion provides. It’s about encountering our true power and potential. It’s often scary and raw and it’s real.

So it’s not so much that I think you were belittling me as that I think you have forgone conclusions which bugs me. You seem to classify anything outside “ordinary reality” in the same lump of “fantasy” as tooth faires and Jesus.

I’m into something, it’s because there is something there, not because it’s a comforting delusion. That’s what I want to be respected.